my side of the story

times like this.

2012-01-31T21:45:00.000-05:00

struggling with uncertainties and the notion of what if?,but there comes hope.

You who believed, seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, Allah is with the patient.
Al-Baqarah (2) :153

Friday

2012-01-27T19:05:00.000-05:00

observe.learn.just dont repeat some things.

so many things on my mind.distraction tuuu.

time will tell, after all semua pun hak Dia.

Thursday

2012-01-19T14:12:00.005-05:00

one of my new year's resolutions is to live in the moment, sounds easy, but cuba try test tgk.

dear February please come fast.

fear factor

2012-01-11T15:18:00.000-05:00

taken from yahoo image.

Salam & hello.

just want to share a quote from a book that i'm currently reading written by Robin Sharma.

"Fear is a conditioned response: a life-sucking habit that can easily consume your energy, creativity and spirit if you are not careful."

& personally, i think the most life-sucking type of fear is the fear of what people around you, whether they are familiar or otherwise, or whether you know them or not, might think or say about YOU. this should end as we will never be able to please HIS creations, so let's just be bothered to please HIM.

enjoy the rest of the week :)

2012-01-10T03:42:00.000-05:00

yooooo, craving fr red velvet cupcakes

just believe in yr dreams bcs im starting to believe in mine.just do it already okayy.

! thanks yahoo image fr them pictures.

2012

2012-01-08T19:50:00.000-05:00

Salam & Hello,

Have a great year ahead everyone! InshaAllah, things will get better each year. Let's go out and explore what is there to be explored. As for myself, a game plan is indeed needed. I've had an amazing journey fr the past 20 years, Alhamdulillah & i believe that the best things are yet to come.

school resumes tomorrow, new semester, new spirits!
welcome back to school people!

2011-12-12T00:25:00.000-05:00

managed to register for that final spot for one course this coming semester. suratan atau kebetulan?
if xtau bersyukur lagi, i dont know what to say la. Alhamdulillah. :D

from my heart. disrupted by my mind

2011-12-01T23:16:00.001-05:00

Assalammualaikum.peace be upon you. :))

hari ini adalah, the last day of class and the first day of December.
i should be on my knees, praying and thanking Allah, as for without His kindness, i wont be able to survive this semester, *ALHAMDULILLAH*. fall semester was too fast, way too fast.

hopefully everyone's doing well out there.
& if you consider yourself as my friend, inshaAllah, you do cross my mind, honestly, im always like wondering hows everyone doing and all. :D
i hv lotsa things on my mind actually,always on the verge of breaking down, i cant wait to feed this soul of mine, really really need to start hearing wise words,
lately i've been thinking, what is it that i like so much about this world? it's not like im going to live forever. as a Muslim, i should by know realize, what's my main purpose in life, im afraid that im not doing enough towards that.
&&&, time flies so fast, i feel pretty old, ill be another year older in a few months time. right now, im quite concern about those fine wrinkles under my eyes etc, whts next? ill probably be worried about saggy boobs in no time.

I should prepare myself more for the hereafter.

2011-11-01T23:59:00.002-04:00

it was a indeed a good start. Alhamdulillah.
welcome November :) & Dhul hijjah

rosey sayang

2011-09-25T00:14:00.000-04:00

hey i haven't forgotten your birthday just yet.
i've seen those happy birthday posts/statuses going around facebook, twitter & the like.
so here i am, posting a post specially for you ( you kow how hard it is for me to update this blog, but here we go, this is just for you *wink*)

I've known you for almost 7 years now & today you're officially 20!
honestly, you're one of those people that i learn to like and love so dearly.
i admire you for your braveness in every single way, although your way of thinking can actually blow other people's minds at times ( including myself), but that defines you & i really admire you for that.

bcs i couldnt come up with a more creative & non-cliché wish, we'll just go with the traditional one: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!
may Allah bless you with endless love,happiness,success and everything in between.
& i hope few years down the road i'll be a godmother to some adorable kids calling me auntie munie. ;)

they write love songs, i write stories (about myself)

2011-09-23T15:30:00.001-04:00

so here i am, trying to make sense, trying my best to come up with another post, really am struggling here, no?
Alhamdulillah semuanya baik baik aja, things are under control, going into my third week of school already.
i didnt see this coming anyhos, i mean more assignment and things are pretty stressful this year, okay we're talking about me going into second year here, well, what can i expect right? now i truly realize that i cant just laze around then hoping to jump onto the graduation stage at the end of my fourth year to receive a scroll. that's dreaming. *slaps self*

let us all succeed together, family & friends, or whoever you're out there, lets live up to our dreams & start to wok upon it because even if we don't already know this, we're in fact blessed in every single way. just wait and see. hv faith in yourself & most importantly in HIM,
may Allah bless us all.Amin.

till next time. take care. :)

this is the closest to a proper post

2011-09-10T23:00:00.000-04:00

school started 2 days ago, Eid and all was great. looking forward to a great school year.

i miss my twin sister so badly.

may Allah bless us all, hv a good one.

as of today

2011-08-05T18:21:00.000-04:00

from the place where im writing right now, i can see the clear blue sky, such thing fascinates me.

should be reading/reviewing my textbook, but the moment i start to do so, my mind would go and wonder around.haisshh, big big trouble.

Ramadhan Mubarak

2011-08-02T17:53:00.001-04:00

Alhamdulillah, Ramadhan is here again.

i really hope that this time around it will be even more meaningful than the ones before. insyaAllah.

also, please forgive me for my wrong doings,
:D

wednesday morning

2011-07-20T08:26:00.004-04:00

woke up &the sun is shining brightly; a great indicator of a great day ahead,& the song good life really reminds me that this is indeed a good life. be grateful.Alhamdulillah, another day, & im still alive.

What makes you happy?

2011-07-14T15:07:00.000-04:00

One of God's Greatest Gifts, A SUNNY DAY

Rosie once said that; my mood is directly proportional to the weather.

greatest gratitude

2011-07-05T23:50:00.000-04:00

things happened so fast lately.lots of adrenaline rush involved.
for now, i can only thank Allah for what he had given me. SYUKUR ALHALDULILLAH.
yes, we can plan, but Allah is a better planner.

i couldn't thank Allah enough.THANK YOU THANK YOU DEAR GOD.
Allah is great, trust me. :)

till next time, do take care people.

everyone is special in their very own way. be nice.

2011-06-27T14:53:00.000-04:00

Kids with special needs aren't weird or odd,They only want what everyone wants...to be accepted.Can I make a request?Is anyone willing to post this and leave it on your status for 1 hour? It is special Education week& Autism Awareness and this is in honor of all children in a Unique way.

saw this on fb & i decided to share it here.

just because, i miss everyone

2011-06-23T17:17:00.001-04:00

are we tht far? bcs i thought we're right next to each other.

I need his guiding hand till forever.

2011-06-19T21:05:00.001-04:00

to the first man in my life, who is always there fr me, who told me that he'll love me no matter what; even though I weight a thousand pound, who sees the beauty in me although I hv some sort of acne war going on,even at my lowest, he makes me feel fearless, who teaches me to go for my dreams && to always always be brave. this little post is fr you. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY BABA.

& thank you Allah for giving my sisters & I such a great father.

in the midst of spring

2011-05-19T16:33:00.000-04:00

hello hello there
~pls dont hope for anything grande form the post below bcs you knw what i usually write abt.
it's been a while now, i know my bad. things are not as hectic as before bcs school is over, & summer break started quite sometime ago. friends are back in malaysia, i & decided to stay.
its still spring now but i can feel the heat coming, looking forward to a fun- zesty summer. &&& i hope this summer will bring better things, like i said before.
i guess this is the right time for me to actually spend a lil more time to understand myself & built a better relationship with God, get a better grasp of certain things & start writing again or do useful things like that.

& to my family & friends, i think about you guys almost every single day (insyaAllah), was just wondering how are you guys doing over there, i know its kinda annoying when i always say i miss you here & there like almost everytime, but the truth is i really do.

ill end this post with a picture of a smiling man in a pretty costume.

met this guy in montreal,of which ill write abt later. not sure when tho.

till then. (only God knows when & how long it could be)

i love her everyday.

2011-05-08T00:59:00.000-04:00

to my mama, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

sayang kitak mak.

im tired of writing essays, so here's something a little less academic.

2011-04-09T18:42:00.001-04:00

Assalammualaikum, :D

the post below is shorter than the title, :DDD

say what????
it's the end of my second semester, time sure does fly
but did i fly together with it? -_-

I hv finals next week, *nervousness*, and the week after next,
AND THAT'S THE END OF MY FIRST YEAR.
aiyoo, why so fast one? i cannot believe this, okay i feel so freakin old now.
just so you know im 20. *tp still bersyukurlah dh 20 thn hidup*

,im pretty sure im not the only one with in sticky situation
so sos os so,
GOOD LUCK TO YOU, YOU & YOU,
for you FINALS/EXAMS/TESTS/QUIZZES/ASSIGNMENTS/PRESENTATIONS/TRIALS etc.

and, Alhamdulillah spring has come,
i hope it brings new hope,love and everything in between.

do take care people, jgn minum coffee byk2. -_-

RRROLL UP

2011-03-07T23:46:00.002-05:00

so the story goes like this.

I discovered something today & likewise,my course mates discovered that i am not a Canadian ( it's obvious that i don't look anything like a Canadian, but it's so diverse here since lotsa ppl migrated to Canada and changed their citizenship, it's hard to tell who's who) because of this:

it's the roll up the rim to win contest by Tim Hortons.
.i noticed the coffee cups look different but didn't really bother about it. ( as long as their coffee tastes good, im fine with any kind of coffee cup designs).
so when i was doing some assignments with my course mates, this one guy, rolled up the rim of his cup and said i got a donut
honestly i was clueless and wondered why would someone say something like that right after he rolled up the rim of his cup, & to start with,why did he even roll up the rim??? thought he was joking or something but then he said that it's part of the contest and explained the whole thing to me & even joked saying that, the yellow arrow didnt work eyy?

of course i was so sakai and AMAZED. (i think at this point they knew something was wrong with me)
&& they're like: ???????????????????????
so i was like: :O :O :O ;told them that im not from Canada & this whole contest thingy is totally new to me.
& they're like: no wonder-lah, CANADIAN SHOULD KNOW BOUT THIS.

its kinda funny tho, its like encountering a Malaysian who doesnt know what nasi lemak is or something like that.

so yah, i rolled up my cup & got myself free coffee. ;)
TIM HORTONS FANS, LET'S ROLL UP THE RIM!

misanthropic.

2011-02-12T23:28:00.004-05:00

went to the Tarragon theatre last Sunday to watch the Misanthrope,
its basically a requirement for my theatre course.i've been longing to watch a theatre performance since i came here.
but tht's not the main point of this post tho.

kerana...
i was wondering,
will i ever meet any misanthropes in today's world, & can we really accept these misanthropes?.
bcs life as we know it prefers insincere praises rather than truthful critiques.

you don't have to agree with me.

a promo video of the show.

when the clock strikes 12, i become someone else.

2011-01-24T02:25:00.000-05:00

tick tock.

something went wrong with skype so i decided to blog instead of going off to bed.
class will not start till noon tomorrow, i know myself well enough to not take those early morning classes, not with this kind of weather.
things start to make sense this semester, met more ppl, making better connections, etc.
last semester i was still in the state of 'terpinga pinga di negera orang'
like seriously.i still miss home tho,

sometimes i wish i can just travel around the world and be a freelance writer, photographer. BWAHAHA.
bukankah itu lebih mencabar?

faith, hope and belief.

2010-12-21T01:31:00.000-05:00

faith, hope and belief are more than just three mere words.

i thank Allah for everything that He has given me,

i don't wanna be far astray from Him,

because without His blessings i feel lost.

i shouldn't take my life for granted, should be grateful for everything.

why should i question the purpose of my life, when i know exactly what the answer is.

i feel like writing this. i don't know, i just need to express this somewhere, somehow.

ikhlas tapi jauh

2010-12-16T00:35:00.000-05:00

wherever you are,no matter which time zone you're in, no matter how many differences we have, no matter, no matter, whatver.

walau jauh, tapi, mesti, tetap ikhlas.

the night i discovered the Arboretum

2010-12-13T02:37:00.004-05:00

I was stressed out last week,
full blast of examsss, & Alhamdulillah, i did or at least i tried my best to get through it.
there's no use talking about it now, & i hope my results will help me see where i stand this semester.

sokayy, all work and no play makes jack a dull boy,
thts indeed true,
so thats why we, which includes me and my friends decided to join the SENSA Christmas dinner for international students to kick off the holidays.
& boy, it was fun

so here comes the word arboretum
by definition, an arboretum is a collection of trees.
the dinner took place at a place called village by the arboretum
it's a place where empty nesters live, and by that i mean they're living there in a community where most of them are living with their spouse only because their kids are either away to study, married or not living with them. (mentioned the word living like there times here, cant think of any other ways to help this sentence looks less redundant)

the event was organized by the residents there, and to live there, you must be 54 years of age or more,
& i guess some of us have to wait because that place is awesome.seriously, you'll want to spend some time with your husband/wife there when you're past 54.
you dont have to believe me, but it really is,
it's like another side of Guelph. & im glad i did discover such an amazing place.

i would very much love to stay there, at the Arboretum when im old,living in a community where i can live with people my age and share interests and just live life as it is while waiting for that final day of my life.
that is if, insya Allah, i get to reach the golden age. amin.
so this is how i started my winter break, hoping to really utilize this break.
i'll leave you here with some pictures,

here's part of the arboretum. picture taken from the arboretum's website.
but i swear, it looks so nice inside,something close to a doll house for adults.
lovely people!!

team Malaysia with one of our table hosts, the sweet Marie Dixon

the cute young lady in the middle is my senior in Guelph, she's the best senior ever , our primary care-taker here.

kids get to play around, this is a good way to distract them from creating any kind of tantrum tho

the set up that night.

these are the residents, singing a closing song for us. they did a really good job, very talented veterans

our table host

the Christmas tree looks way bigger in real life.

with one of the residents/organizers, i immediately fell in love with her sweater & cant afford to miss the chance takin photo with her.

To those who are celebrating Christmas, have a merry merry Christmas

& to everyone HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2010-12-13T01:18:00.000-05:00

i just want a breather.
take some time for myself and let it all go.

happy holidays! it's time to relax and reconnect with myrself.

this is it when i go pow.pow.pow.

2010-12-01T23:34:00.001-05:00

as usual picture credits to google image

i can really relate to both of these pictures right now.
it is time to shun. from all of these addictive internet related sites for a while.
hopefully i'll come back in one piece.

oh my.

ianya peperiksaan dalam Bahasa Melayu.

2010-11-30T14:14:00.002-05:00

what's the best part when it comes to a semester that is coming to an end?
EXAMSSS!!!
yes children, tht's right! wee-hoo.
hahhahaaaa. mcm for real kan?
as i'm posting this, right now,actually, i should be reading my textbooks or review some notes.
but every single nerve/muscle/abdomen in my body is interfering with that process thus preventing me from doing so.eeek.

next week is all about exams, my schedule i really tight.ketatketat.
after that, i'm done for good.
will be having/enjoying (insyaAllah/hopefully) a month of winter break and then i'll resume back for winter semester.
sokeyy, we're really talking abt the future here, when i'm still uncertain abt the present.

so, WO-LAH,
all the best to me. & to you, if we're even in the same boat.erm.even if we're not.

so, i'll end this post with a not so decent picture of myself & amal.
wht i'm trying to portray here is that: YEAH, SAYA ~~KUAT~~ BOLEH!!!
(i know, main cross-cross word is like so yesterday but pls excuse me & lemme me hv some fun crossing words, i just discovered this okayy. im innocent.)

it's a winter wonderland outside.

2010-11-27T12:23:00.004-05:00

Alhamdulillah. after weeks and weeks, anticipating for my first snow fall. it did happen just now/todayy.
yesterday i woke up, snow was falling, but after that, no trace of snow was seen. but todayyy....

i'll just let these pictures speak for themselves...

i'm not sure how long these boots are gonna last, for the snow is getting thicker and heavier.

this is what you get when you're too excited, i went out with my pyjama pants, out of bed to the winter wonderland (dpn rumah jak pun)

one of the house mates is going to the university just got to know her less than 24 hrs, she's never at home. busy lady.

a typical picture of winter,was so thrilled over my first snow fall.

the view from my window, i was like whatt? when did this happen?

i'll enjoy the snow while i still can as it'll be very heavy, cold and slippery.
i've been waiting for this moment since the day i knew the word SNOW.
praise Allah for being so kind to me and for letting me to actually experience real snow.
the fake snow in Genting was my first snow experince.LOL.

perseverance.

2010-11-25T01:54:00.000-05:00

picture as always credits to google

" Consider the postage stamp: its usefulness consists in the ability to stick to one thing till it gets there"

-Josh Billings

exactly what i need.

well, i however must.

& insya Allah i can.

this is more than just speed limit

2010-11-22T17:12:00.001-05:00

picture credits to google.

i have my own limits dude, dont make me hurt you.

EID

2010-11-16T21:52:00.001-05:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!!!

friends and family, i miss you.
am missing my nenek's ketupat rendang.

was skyping with nenek just now and she mentioned about all the food that she made.
tiba tiba rasa hiba :(

i know it's that time of our lives

2010-10-27T02:49:00.000-04:00

kdg kdg when we think that we have given our very best towards something,

but the result is not like what we've expected, it's just normal to feel to sad or marah & of course question the situation,

you can also either be very positive, but there are times, walau se-positive mana pun someone,

when it's 'kinda' too much, & you feel like you cant stand it anymore and rasa mcm nak fall apart.

this is what you should/might/have/can do

stop.take a deep breath.relax.and recall back.

maybe its easy to ckp never give up and jgn mengalah,

but what else is there to say?

mmg HARUS jgn mengalah okay,

we know we can do it actually,

we just need to put ONE MORE TINY BIT OF EXTRA EFFORT.

& INSYA ALLAH, we'll succeed.

&&&&& just so you know,

Men's best succeses come after their disappointments.

~Henry Ward Beecher~

2010-10-19T02:43:00.002-04:00

i want some adventure in life.

bring me to wonderland. please :)

"Life is either a great adventure or nothing"

-Helen Keler"

flowers.

2010-10-08T22:35:00.000-04:00

decided to bring something 'alive' to the room.
now i hv flowers,
whts better than to see beautiful flowers greet you every morning.
they rejuvenate the mind and soul.

2010-10-07T02:05:00.000-04:00

when all else fails, faith in Him never does.

hush.

2010-10-05T22:41:00.002-04:00

some things are better left unsaid.

if tomorrow never comes

2010-10-04T02:12:00.001-04:00

dont procrastinate.
this may be your last chance.
there may be no tomorrow.
do it now.

you.

2010-10-03T15:11:00.003-04:00

it was nice growing up with someone like you,
someone to lean on,
someone to count on,
someone to tell on!

~unknown author~

cant sleep, so i wrote this.

2010-10-01T02:57:00.003-04:00

so the tittle explains everything.

i cant sleep.
this.is.so.unusual.
knowing me.

i have a freaking morning class tomorrow & here i'm writing a post.
so how's it going?? *smile*
mine's good,
it's so alarming, time flies so fast, especially this week,
HARI INI SUDAH JUMAAT, it feels as if, baru Monday then terus jump to Friday.
how am i suppose to react?
knowing tht i hv... a few deadlines to meet. so, hello.
&&&&& ill have my midterm in no time.
speaking of which, i hv lots and lots of reading to do.

i need more time,

i couldnt agree more with William Penn, so he said:
"Time is what we want most, but what we use worst"

this is one of my fav quotes at the moment,

... lets use our time wisely, shall we?

as September leaves, October is here to take charge.

till then,
<3

let it go, let it soar

2010-09-23T20:45:00.003-04:00

If you love something, set it free, if it comes back, it was meant to be.
If it continues to fly, let it soar,
have faith that God has something better in store.

~Unknown~

grandes momentos

2010-09-18T23:03:00.003-04:00

great moments last forever.
nothing is ever too short
or too long, when you're having a good time.

A very brief but memorable Eid celebration. :)

we came all the way for this.

2010-09-16T23:21:00.002-04:00

we're on this path to embark on our future.
it's not easy, i know.
everything's so unfamiliar, i think so.
but we can all go on & stand strong, that's for sure.

we came all the way for this, so why give up now?

The gift of a friend

2010-09-15T23:01:00.004-04:00

specially for those who made their way into my life & let me be part of theirs,

Hari Malaysia

2010-09-15T19:02:00.000-04:00

Selamat Hari Malaysia,
im always a true Sarawakian & Malaysian at heart.

Aidilfitri

2010-09-09T08:54:00.000-04:00

miles away.

2010-09-08T09:58:00.000-04:00

Salam.
& hello.

i couldnt think of any better sentence to start this post with so here we go again,
it's has been almost 9 days since i left Malaysia, & honestly yes, i felt as if i've been here forever.
I MISS MALAYSIA.MY FAMILY & FRIENDS ,& of course the FOOD.

life here has been great, so far so good, everyhting's fine,
im still trying to adjust myself tho & im trying to avoid any kind of home-sickness symptoms.
my SENIORS here are really nice people, they make me feel as if im at home.
not forgetting the 4 Malay families here.

Canadians are friendly and helpful bunch of people, they remind me of my CPU lecturers. :)
Today is the last day of orientation & classes will start tomorrow, im looking forward to that.

& i know that this is a very vague post.

they come from all over the place.

will post a new post soon, eh?hah.

jitters

2010-08-25T12:11:00.000-04:00

i keep on telling everyone that i'm nervous. :/
but i really am.

jitters,jitters,i want some fritters.

I captured those moments in CPU, luckily i did.

2010-08-24T03:13:00.000-04:00

some random pictures form my earlier days in CPU till graduation:

as cliche as this may sound, but i really really miss school/cpu.
im happy that everyone graduated& ppl ppl, hope we'll bump into each other in the nearest future.
CHEERS!!

when my head goes thum.thump.thump.

2010-08-22T12:18:00.000-04:00

okay, i dont want to rely on painkillers anymore,
so i say,
but but, this headache has been haunting me for days,
i feel much better yesterday after realizing that i might be sick, but
now, its getting worse
i just want to be fit and all for the journey.
Dear Allah please help me, cause I have faith in YOU.
AMINN.

note to self

2010-08-20T13:14:00.000-04:00

a simple occasion of gathering stuffs,
no serious packing intended.

i have like what, 100 days to go before i leave?
reality check: next week is my final week.
:/

the first batch fr 09'/10' departed today, all the best McGill-ians, till we meet again.
InsyaAllah.

p/s: friends&friends&friends, i miss u ppl.

2010-08-18T14:34:00.001-04:00

the 9th day of Ramadhan, surely i did nothing much during the past 8 days,
Dear Allah, please forgive me for i have sinned.

2010-08-14T13:05:00.000-04:00

You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough.
~Frank Crane

mau ucap selamat,

2010-08-12T02:19:00.000-04:00

Selamat Datang Ramadhan :)
i hope this year's Ramadhan will be more meaningful to me, to you, you & everyone
Bersama samalah kita mencari keredhaan-Nya di bulan yang mulia ini.

It's on my to-do-list

2010-08-04T12:43:00.002-04:00

if there's one thing that i've been longing to do, it's definitely called dancing in the rain.this act portrays happiness & it somehow establishes the care-free kinda feeling, i think so. will surely do it, when the right day arrives. it should be fun.

"Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass...it's about learning to dance in the rain." (Vivian Greene)

What if we only have one chance?

2010-08-03T11:05:00.000-04:00

You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.

~Joe Lewis~

eatpraylove

2010-08-02T04:38:00.003-04:00

because right now, im in the search of a good book to keep myself occupied. this book is not new either, i've seen the title few times, but i was to busy to even bother reading the summary or review of the book.
so, to make up with that and do justice to myself, i should give it a go
eat.pray.love is also a suggestion from a friend
& the trailer is pretty interesting.

A celebrated writer's irresistible, candid, and eloquent account of her pursuit of worldly pleasure, spiritual devotion, and what she really wanted out of life.
~ bookbrowse.com~

let's eat,pray & spread love.
:)

eyy.

2010-08-02T03:25:00.003-04:00

im always like this, i changed the layout and stuffs hoping that this will give me the motivation to write again. but then most of the times, this doesnt seem to happen, new layout but still, no new updates.

when [I] meets [HOPE]

2010-05-26T10:15:00.005-04:00

Salam&hello

i appreciate things more whn i hv to work real hard fr it
i hope that this time its gonna work like that
i hope all of my worries will not go to waste
i hope it will be over by tomorrow
i hope i will receive that e-mail by tomorrow
i hope hope hope that i can make things better

im cold and ignorant.i hope i can do something bout that.of course i can.
im such a pain in the ssss.
but still.

:)

im just gonna tell u. SO LISTEN, i mean READ.

2010-05-13T10:13:00.006-04:00

Salam&hello.

[I have a really serious opening sentence, read.]

we have to make a lot of decisions everyday, whether we realize it or not.
like today, i decided to post up a new entry.
but there are certain decisions that we cant just simply decide...
especially when YOU CAN ONLY DECIDE ONCE.
ONCE.

I NEED STRENGTH TO GO ON.
PRAISE TO ALLAH, I CAN ALWAYS COUNT UPON HIM... :)
& much thanks to my support system a.k.a tangki oksigen.
MY FAMILY.
& of course friends...

3 MORE WEEKS, YES WE CAN DO THIS!!!!
WE CAN COMPLETE THIS CPU PROGRAMME SUCCESSFULLY!
INSYA ALLAH!!!
THIS.IS.IT

i am just gonna express myself here
i miss my mom like so freakin bad..my sister and father as well!!!
but thats okay i suppose i'm gonna meet u guys sooonn....like pretty soon
& tomorrow is Zakkeeyyah's birthday!
i hope she'll have 'that' time of her life,
and by that i mean, i hope she's gonna really2 enjoy her birthday...
gosh...soon we'll be 20! *gasps*
hahhahahah, thats okay
everyone grows up!

im happy that i wrote something here today
i will be writing for my last law test tomorrow, before the final exam.

& some friends are coming to visit me in subang jaya.
hows that?
okay, this is gonna be a really really long post okay
*grins*

wht esle, im done with my ENG4U ISU.
& now i can spend more time with LAW!
CCA ...i'm going to settle u pretty soon..
i'm comingggg!
YIPPY! HOORAY!HOORAY!

&& TO DAYANG MAZIDAH, HOW I WISH YOU WERE HERE
OKAY SO NOW I'LL JUST TURN THE CAPS LOCK OFF.
i wanna do things with u.
& the smell of cheerie always reminds me of u.
*teary eyes*

i better get going, this post has no thesis or body paragraph what so ever.
my teacher will scold me fr doing this.
but i know, munirah will never do that to herself.

& yeah,do u know that your glance(s) gave a great impact upon me.

it doesn't need a proper tittle, does it?

2010-04-06T08:02:00.004-04:00

Salam&hello

i like how songs have this calming effect upon me. sometimes or most of the time i would reply the same song over and over again. :)
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

spent my weekend in Malacca last week, boy, it was awesome. Never did i imagine tht the trip would bring so much happiness and joy.
HAD A JOLLY GOOD TIME.

that was my first time there btw,
& i think that we as Malaysian should at least appreciate we have,no?
At last i got the chance to experience what I saw/read in those history textbook first hand.

it's a pretty busy week, i can sense that.
because its almost mid week~

2010-03-28T09:23:00.002-04:00

Salam&hello

i typed something just now. but i decided to post this instead.

2010-03-26T23:12:00.002-04:00

arrived an hour ago from Kuching.
which means, my midterm break will end soon. tak mau tak mau

2010-03-24T12:01:00.001-04:00

Salam&hello

Happy Holiday(s).
Currently enjoying my midterm break. 2 more days.
saya nak cuti lagi

i need inspirations

2010-03-13T10:43:00.004-05:00

Salam&hello

i promise that i am going to complete my english essay after this.period
im not going to procrastinate anymore
getting a 4+ or even better a 4++ for every component of the essay is a must.
i need those marks pretty badly. :)
yeay fr me because i am going to start now.
i suppose ;p

i wish to watch these movies:
*my sister's keeper
*the time traveller's wife
*Alice in wonderland
*the last song
*titanic :)))

thats all.
i.m straight. just a reminder.

2010-02-18T07:14:00.002-05:00

Salam&hello

hows ur day. mine wasn't bad :)

im so into this song by Maher Zain ; 'for the Rest of my Life'

this is better than nothing

2010-02-17T13:09:00.005-05:00

Salam&hello

i cannot describe this feeling.boy, i am so happy to be reunited with my housemates/coursemates/soulmates again. gahh! c:

c: c: c:

2 days before the weekend. ;))))...cant wait fr tht.
i admit it, tht im still in my hoooolidayyy mood.
blame me, i dont wish to change tht.
welcome bck to school ppl~

okayy, i really have to attend school tomorrow.

O Re Piya

2010-02-16T07:29:00.005-05:00

Salam&hello.

meaningful lyrics.

feel it&you'll love it.

O re piya haye

Udne laga kyon

man baawla re

Aaya kahan se

yeh hosla re

O re piya haye

Tanabana tanabana bunti hawaa haaye bunti hawa

Boondein bhi to aaye nahi baaz yahan

Sagish mein shaamil sara jahan hai

Har zare zare ki yeh iltiza hai
O re PiyaO re Piya haye

O re Piya

Nazrein bolen duniya boledil ki zaban haaye dil ki zubaan

Ishq maange ishq chahe koi toofan

Chalna aahiste ishq naya hai

Pehla yeh vada humne kiya hai

O re piya haayeO re piya

Piyaaaaa....

Nange pairo pe angarochalti rahi haaye chalti rahi

Lagta hai ke gairo mein

Palti rahi haayele chal wahan jo

Mulk tera hai

Jahil zamanadushman mera haihaaye

O re piya haye

credits to bhumika.blogspot

translation:

Resident in this intoxicated heart

This desire to fly

Where has this come from?

This confidence

Oh my beloved

These winds

Ties its knots, in fabrication

Remain in play, in here

These droplets of rain,

Involved in this conspiracy

The whole universe

All that constitutes in here,

The questions askedOh my beloved

In conversation, my eyes

As this world pronounces

Its judgment, upon me

On language of heart,

This love desires, and asks

Where is this storm?

Carry me on these avenues

New this concept is,

The first promise

Of union amongst us

Carry on I walking

In my toes, the fire

Appears to me,

Spent all my life in strangers

Belong I not here, take me

To your deserts and mountains

This ignorant worldIn presence, the enemy

Oh my beloved!

credits to chowk.com

beautiful, isn't it? i always hv jitters fr indian songs!

it ends tonight

2010-02-16T07:15:00.002-05:00

Salam&hello

tomorrow marks the last day of this super-short-holiday.thank you.
as much as i hate to admit this, but yes I MISS HOME, I MISS MAMA & BABA SO MUCH.
most importantly, I MISS YOU!sister

GENTING WAS GREAT

GENTING WAS GREAT. it's one of the best memories that i have in my life.

also,HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! start marking ze lunar calendar
fly me home, & i'll love.i always do btw. :)

p/s i love you

2010-01-17T11:24:00.006-05:00

Salam&hello

okayy, im not in love.
cause i already am, i hv my family&friends.
but i love this song.
a song from the movie; p/s i love you.
love love it.

I just want to see you When you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates I can't escape I love you 'till the end
I just want to tell you nothing You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me Where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me Catch my breath
I love you 'till the end
I just want to be there When we're caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you When the night puts on it's cloak
I'm lost for words don't tell me
All I can say I love you 'till the end

this is for you.to those who are always in my heart.

<3

2010-01-15T13:06:00.004-05:00

Salam&hello

with hugs here and there & also endless of "i miss u" phrases, college started 2 days ago, & now it's officially my first weekend for this semester. & yes, it is my second semester, precisely my last semester. & hopefully, my coursemates, collegemates, friends, etc & i will be able to survive and pass this phase of our life. im not saying that this phase of my life is too hard or too easy, it is just something in between. not black or white, perhaps it's grey. please excuse me, im still trying to brush up on my writing skills, not tht i think i had put enough effort on that.

ok, moving on...

college starts *claps*
well, this semester started with a little bit of complication...
but, ALHAMDULILLAH, praise to Allah, everything has been settled & im on back on track.
but one thing for sure, i need to put more effort in everything that i do
yes,i have to take myself seriously, & rigt now, at this point of time, i just feel like i want to grow up.
i more than glad to hear about succesful stories of others,
but nw,i feel that the time has come for me to prove to no one but me, myself & i that i can.
i have to be in control of myself.
im not a kid anymore, im 19 & it's time. yes, i bet, it is.

i miss everyone.

2010-01-10T21:09:00.001-05:00

Salam&hello

i got flu & yet life's great.
i'll be lugging tissues here & there.

wht about english?

2010-01-06T10:49:00.017-05:00

Salam&hello

listening to some great music from the chanel's official website etc.do i even hv to mention the word official??ok, moving on....im currently enjoying the music while browsing thru the website and ill be looking forward to the moment when ill be able to put my hands onto those quilted bags, i.e: buying them n not just touching??? *awkward silence* ill figure that out later since rite now my final semester seems to be more important than anything else?? hishs.ow ya, didnt i tell you, there's this one book or two, totally ZOMG, go and find it/them out, the tittle is HAMLET, GOSH, its written by WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE....i hvnt read it tho * two thumbs up for me*. & also life of pie..i mean pi...

i have nothing against william SHAKESPEARE tho. SHAKESPEARE, i love thou, or was it thee??

if u r wondering, why did i even bother to mention those books here in this post..it is basically because these are some of the BOOKS that i'll have to reeead & explore...FOR ENG4U. n yesss, ENG4U is superb important, I.M.P.O.R.T.A.N.T... another thing LOVIESSSS, i heard it's quite hard for us, students to obtain real-high-mark for this particular subject. isnt that lovely??? but hey, it couldnt be harder than calculus rite..rite???... (: pls have some mercy on me. i really really hope *crossing fingers* that ze sweet MR JOSHUA JAMES will be teaching me english again this semester. please.please.please. i dont know why, i keep on thinking about ENG4U these few days.aiye, aiye!

p/s: im sorry for the lack of attention on the gramatical/grammatical?? part, it has been a while since i last write in english.blame the holidays. see? can u spot the gramatical error here???

THE E.N.D .almost.

2010-01-06T03:44:00.010-05:00

Salam&hello

4 days,
then i'll have to end this blue sky holiday of mine,
ohh howww sweet? T_T'
oh oh &another thing, i'll have to start paying for all of my own expenses, isn't tht great? xD!

NO PREPARATION NEEDED. why prepare when u cn pack up everyhting in less than an hour?? i dont wanna leave KCH.

2010-01-06T02:14:00.002-05:00

Salam&hello

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR. HAVE A HAPPY 2010.

i dont know whats goin to happen in the future, but for sure im looking forwrd to it & hopefully 2010 is another great year with more & more eventful event.

2009-09-17T04:42:00.002-04:00

Salam&hello

i know that everyone is already there- back in kch. or at least, most of them are. including my other half.
dedek CANT WAIT TO MEET YOU!!!
i cant wait to be back in kch n meet my friends, & celebrate raya etc.
assignments are like...........
i have to complete a handful of them, n bring back another handful of them with me.
i know, theyll never leave me alone.
im sick,
i dont feel good today..zzzzzz.
i need mmore rest.

away from USJ, off to KCH

2009-08-28T22:24:00.004-04:00

Salam&hello

whats ze date today? 29.08.09. u know rite
so, scroll down,whats the date of my last post?
29.07.09...
isnt't that like a month ago??? i refuse to do the calculation.
so, ta-ddaaaa, im back blogging...
im not gonna nag bout my own laziness here...
because TODAY....IM GOING HOMEEEE.
YESHHHH, HOME PEOPLEEEE!!!
HOME..HOME...KUCHING.....:))))))
*jumping up&down up&down*

my flight is approx. in 4hrs pluss, & im already here at the airport, blame me for being impatient, (ambak ati bah)
my face is itchy, i hate wearing the face mask, but still i dont wanna risk my life.
till then( perhaps, in 1 month time)
;)

you're unsure whether you love me,
hoho
munie

bitsy

2009-07-29T11:24:00.002-04:00

Salam&hello

bingong.serious.seriousssly.i'll hv to take my first advanced functions test tomorrow. :p. my quiz the other day was sorta okayy i guess.but tht one lain cerita la.simple questions.tomorrow is a mystery, yes it is.i hope i can eventually survive.pls Allah, help me.

1.1 till 1.6.c ya!aiye aiye captain!

out of ze norm

2009-07-26T01:26:00.004-04:00

Salam&hello

honeys.hello ppl.today im actually in the right mood to blog. why?hehe. i just discovered that it's actually possible to do & understand advanced functions.(taking those baby steps again). advanced functions had been bothering me since forever.lets not complicate it with the calculator. hopefully,in the nearest future i'll be able to use ze calculator like a pro. :)). i'll be having my unit test this thursday...fr advanced funtions.

so far life's great.good enuff.hectic and busy is the main course, however the side order makes it great. i'll start my EAP class tomorrow.

i did attend the talk last Friday.boy,it was awesome. an eye opener tho.

i miss kch.miss kch.miss kch.flee.fleee.fleee.

2009-07-19T10:46:00.003-04:00

Salam&hello

i have lots of things to write about.but since there are too many of them.. im still unsure on how to express them. ill either type or post some pictures.it's almost the end of the month already ppl! i've been here for about 2 weeks like that. so,met my friends yesterday.heee. miss them so much.me-all teary. before that went to TUCMC for a session with our seniors.they're undeniablely great,funny etc.pretty busy lately. :)) . i should be greatful infact.
went to my cousin's place last night. mazidah should be there to complete 'us'.

yup n i lost my nenek saudara. Al-fatihah.Aminn.

will update more later.soon.hopefully.
peace.hv a great day/nite.
spelling error?sorry.

2009-07-06T04:57:00.002-04:00

Salam&hello

im in taylors at subang jaya already.just registered yesterday. will update more later.
i'll have to get use with the heavy traffic jam & lif yg sesak.
till then.

floral-ish

2009-06-21T05:19:00.005-04:00

Salam&hello

blazers from TOPSHOP.cute!

pictures were taken from TOPSHOP.com

ily,the first man in my life.& thats,of course le father

2009-06-21T04:47:00.006-04:00

Salam&hello

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. i love my dad,& so do you.thank you so much for everything,baba.im sure ill never be able to repay your kindness. & to my father u r the first man that i know in my life. you're a great father & im lucky to hv that.

a special day for a special person

papa,baba,daddy,dad,father,ayah,bpk& many others.

today is all about u guys.

2009-06-17T11:03:00.001-04:00

Salam&hello

lost.wtv.soul searching.lol

lol as if lotsa love & not lafin out loud.

today is the next day that we've been talking about yesterday

2009-06-16T12:24:00.006-04:00

Salam&hello

okayy,since im still awake, so i decided to post another entry since this is already the next day rite.so TODAY is Wednesday,& what is so special bout that,nothing much actually,just that after wednesday is thursday rite, i've been waiting for thursday since saturday last week so i hope the-much-awaited-day will bring more & more joy to me.& im in serious need of some therapy,we'll see how it works & i hope it'll work out-hopefully.anything else? i dont think so.till next time.

write thursday for 50 times instead of thrusday.i still have problems with spelling since kindergarten.see? i made a mistake.

yesh,what now

2009-06-16T11:26:00.004-04:00

Salam&hello

im not here to complain or what, i've been trying to post this post ages ago,but it seems as if there's a problem.bugger~
i'll be leaving kch in 17 days or 2 weeks & 3 days to be exact.i grew up here, ive been living in kch for the past 17++ years, so yesh, the thought of leaving kch does bother me a lil tho. ^_^'
it's time to meet new ppl & experince new things,environment etc. i sound lame,yeah i know that.

& to my other half && friends,i miss u guys, wherever u are, be home for Hari Raya so that we can eat soto together-gether okayy~

rise n shine!

2009-06-11T09:14:00.003-04:00

Salam&hello

altho it is as if i hv more than 24 hrs per day(hiperbulak) but still, i choose today to update my bloggie booggie.

yesterday & the day before that..i was sick.aiyahh. so went to the clinic to meet ze doctor, but i ended up doing my medical check up + x-ray. alhamdulillah, im medically fit! altho im quite ashame to say that im not physically fit. pls refer to my bleep test or whatever test they call it.that test is so memenatkan. but pls dont get me wrong ppl, bleep test is not part of the medical check up.

i cant wait to study again! yeap!! at last, ill end my blue sky holidayssss~
but oh but, ill have to leave behind my carefree lifestyle, ill have to survive on my on now... =_=.
i can barely cook u know, how pathetic is that???
i miss my friends, u know those who used to be around u all the time, or most of the time.
one by one is leaving.i know that & u know that too rite.

what else?
ohh ya, i need more and more cardigans,if u know where to buy them pls tell me. quite hard to find them here in Kch, or is it just me?

am off to watch Keliwon,mlm ini malam JUMAAT~

i will never forget yesterday. WED. 3rd OF JUNE 2009

2009-06-03T13:02:00.009-04:00

Salam&hello

dearest, first of all i want to say SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH.
also, my biggest gratitude to JPA. :)

the phrase: biar lambat asal selamat did happen to me today>
my VVI-letter arrived fashionably late but SAFE~

below is the dialogue between me n MR.POSLAJU:
MR.POSLAJU: dyg munirah kah?
ME:aok
MR.POSLAJU:tunggu tok kah?
ME: (i think i look too desperate that he knows!)...aokk..haha. Kenak lambat?????
MR.POSLAJU: ada kerja tek.

MR.POSLAJU WAS NICE!!! & THANX FOR DELIVERING 'THE LETTER'

I was quite stressed up actually to be honest.since lotsa my friends got theirs already.which leaves me...still with no sight of the surat.
i waited & waited.slept.took a nap.woke up.still no van poslaju.went to the kitchen & ate.
....suddenly!!!

the orange-whitey van came..godd!!! i was so excited,i dashed from the kitchen & opened the door.i know im tres desperadooo.
& THANK YOU ALLAH.

I'll do the International Canadian Pre-University programme for a year at Taylor's & if (InsyaAllah & i hope so,plus the fact that i really really want to!!!) i pass i'll be heading to Canada!

To my friends,Congratulations!!!

yet another one.

2009-05-28T03:55:00.009-04:00

Salam&hello

lets do the chicken dance.xoxo.
haha.lol.
i did something good, exciting and less boring todayy.went to my mom's office to teman her while le mother bekerja.nothing much tho,but it was wayyy better than yesterday n the day before that.
its true that loneliness can kill. & as a matter of fact i dont wanna be alone.
(read along those lines.) ;)
one simple thing that made my day:
"a best friend rides in your car no matter how many times u nearly killed them"

very thoughtful tho.
& to you, know who u are.bunga rose~

another thing, yes,si,ya,yup...
i love oxford flats...
oxford flats.
oxford flats.
n sister, if u are reading this.i hv a good news to tell you about those 'oxford flats' that i told u last night.

till then.
the best is yet to come.

my condition sekarang!

2009-05-27T09:59:00.003-04:00

Salam&hello

hello ppl!!!
lack of post..i know..what else..i know..yayaya.
le sister went to pahang last friday..as usual hari itu HUJAN.lol.
& that is also one of the reason why im so lazy to go online & what more to update this poor blog.
so,im still here in KUCHING waiting for the arrival of my surat tawaran from jpa.

what else?
yup, im considering my own idea to write a book...hows that?
possible. i guess.

& im all alone now.bored.bored.bored.
okayy sister, can u come home now & go back there when im off to somewhere else.
selfish.yup.

lappie went to rehab

2009-05-24T10:55:00.003-04:00

Salam&hello

hye there, since the lappie of mine is still in rehab..so, for the time being ill just keep my thoughts to myself..till then. ;)
things are not the same anymore anyways.

2009-05-19T09:31:00.003-04:00

Salam&hello

yooo..shes leaving soon..& im all alone. i want to adopt barney & tinky winky.crap.crap.crap

gaggaga

2009-05-14T11:40:00.004-04:00

Salam&hello

its almost 12 midnite. n i dont wanna miss another day of blogging,yayaya..screw that. a very busy day.., n i wonder...am i that healthy coz im not ready to face any serious illness & what not.

so ppl, just do what we have to do & be done with it.cheers!!

birdies+ tear drop

2009-05-12T01:54:00.009-04:00

Salam&hello

look,kooo-koo...this is what i did last week, sewing. just a lil something to distract myself from this harsh world. haha.i hv so many things circling around in my mind btw.

they do look like birdies, right?? (",)

i wish my tears are colourful just like the one that i sewed.

paint,paint,paint that

2009-05-12T01:46:00.005-04:00

Salam&hello

This is what my little sister brought back from school yesterday. a painted stone.very2 cute. & it's a stoney lady bugg~ i miss my kindergarten days, back then i used to do art & craft works.

MAMA

2009-05-10T12:14:00.005-04:00

Salam&hello

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY...

I LOVVVA YOU MAMA..

U KNOW ME TOO WELL THAT YOU CAN READ ME LIKE A BOOK...

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING...

not forgetting each & every mommas out there...

hugs&kisses,

kakak