february first

& im already anticipating for avril to come.
i know i shld live in the moment. but in order to be able to breathe & live that way, both my heart & mind should sync.

not now.not yet.

fickle.

heading back to guelph today.
was all messed up (on the inside) when i came & im happy to say that at least im at peace with myself for now.
 although this place is not even close to the sunny-happy-beach-kind-of-gateway, but i managed  to create a getaway of my own, i got enough sleep and rest, spent some quality time with my friends (on skype, of course), read those books that ive been wanting to read & did a lot of thinking.
result pun dh kluar, Alhamdulillah, i think its more of Allah tolong than my own effort.

with 2012 coming to an end, cant wait to see what 2013 has in store for me ;)
till then, carpe diem.

ive stayed indoors for the past two days. the longest since forever, but this time around im not complaining because this is what i need at the moment. lazing around in the comfort of my-borrowed-pajamas, (as I didnt pack enough, almost missed my train even. )

still dont know what i want, but im good for now.

how long can you lie to yourself? not for too long i guess.
i need to get outta here.

read Rosie's blog & this quote really hit me;
Allah do whatever best for us to complete our growth,

& this, i believe is part of it.

you had me at hello.

vuvuvu.
 wink wink
taadaaaa.

the only reason im keeping this blog is bcs i've had it since puberty. not really la, but its been pretty long
& i miss blabbing. so i shall write.

minggu ini

it's going to be a challenging week. Bismillahirahmannirrahim. :D

i dont get to write on this date often

skipped one lecture last night so tht i can sleep early. but there is a price to pay & im paying it tonight. stay up jom?? 6 more weeks & insyaAllah i can do this.


& oh, the 60 days challenge starts tomorrow.